WoundedColdHeart

I hate you I loved you I hate you I love you I can't make you mine nothing takes time I need you I feed you all the sweetness in my heart but do you care? Sure you don't will you ever? Of course you won't. I am so tired of struggling with this why did I love you because of your kiss? I want you I don't I need you I won't I love you... Who am I fooling? Myself and I If I love you then why do I wish you'd die? I hate you I couldn't I love you I shouldn't I miss you why wouldn't I? Why do I waste my time and cry? Do I love you? Yes I do Your turn now How about you?

I'm smiling like I'm happy I'm smiling like you want me And even though I really don't know how to I'll try it like professional fakers do I'm crying I'm bleeding I'm crying while demons in the dark feed off of my back And even though I really don't know I'll try it out without a doubt I'm dying like I'm sick of life seriously I'm dying like the soul within just rotts in me and when it's all done and faded I'll read this poem just for fun and pretend that you where the first to hear it my # 1.

The bag is here-but the body is not-she's still alive-I thought she'd rott-Because she tasted lifeless blood from a cold black heart-Up the steps-so brave-so bold-When she had told-I watched life unfold-Die in despair-She'd scream-and no one would hear-No one would care-Charging-Barging through my space-Sweet tears cry-How do they taste?-Metal case!-run fast!-Feed the chase!-Can't keep up with your own pace?-It's on-Come on-Don't fight like somethings wrong-Hold my sword-Just be strong- - - -

Rock is dead-What he said-In my head-Little reminders of him in my bed-Just try to run with feet of lead-"Leader"-Feed her!!!-Ghosts are stange-Grey with mange-No shame-He came-I was to blame-He lied when he whimpered my name-Be my love-Be my dame-Pretty and true-I'll rescue you-Taste my despair-Fear in the air-Let's see if you care-for me-Nazi-that's me!-All I can be-Much too skimpy-My heart-....what heart?-*laughs*- - - -

failed-tailed are you-I'll follow wherever your scent stays-obeys-My rules weren't meant to be broken-Just my heart-and soul-Oh dear soul make me whole!-just because-There she was-taste my tears-For me- face my fears-feel my face-raise my hairs-Hide the Queen, the Jack, and the Ace-wait-there is no place-Be the turtle in my race-Mother fucker die!!!-Just erase- - - -

Stupid whore-slammed the door-Death galore-she hit the floor-Silly whore-look at her skirt-look how she's hurt-Now what's her body worth?-where's her soul-His dick makes her whole-look at those cuts-look at those bruises-She gives him what he wants-in the end she loses-Don't touch her there-wait she doesn't care-His head next to red underwear-She tries to make it new to her-wearing white at night-trying to feel good-trying to feel right-Pretending to bleed everytime-but she doesn't feel a thing-hides her finger-hides that ring-demons come to watch and sing-All she feels is pain-whats to lose?-whats to gain?-stand outside in the cold as it rai

Who are you to judge? Are you God? I know he's in my heart somewhere It's just sometimes I feel like he gets lost. I've made mistakes but who hasn't? Do you think that your better than me? because you can "see" Jesus clearly? I'm sorry that I turned my back it's just that my heart is too cold and black And all those cold and bitter nights WHERE YOU THERE FOR ME?! AND YOU WANT ME THERE FOR YOU?! WHO AM I, GOD??!!!!! Their telling lies I should tape record my cries LISTEN! As my heart beautifully dies Don't believe what you hear about me Don't believe what you see WHERE YOU THERE AT NIGHT WHEN I WOULD FLEE??!!! FROM MY ROO

Are you breathing? Am I breathing? Are we concious? Are we dreaming? All my thoughts are overwhelming I'm drawn to you... Are you feeling? Am I feeling? Should we act like we're not bleeding? All my thoughts are overwhelming I'm drawn to you I'm drawn to you... (chorus) I can't help you You can't help me I'm not even sure if we're alive Are we? Are you dying? Am I dying? Am I wasting time? Why's my heart dying? I'm drawn to you I'm drawn to this.. (Chorus) I don'tquit I can't think I don't feel I can't blink I am lost I am hopeless ...hopelessly drawn inside of you (Chorus) Are you listening? Are you